I can't get away from myself. I NEED too! I'm hoping if I post some of my photos, I'll release into the calm and the blankness of my mind so I can forget...escape, if only for a few minutes. I have a long way to go emotionally! I thought I was further along than I am!!!! I not. Yet, I am at the same time. It's a mess in this head of mine, be assured. I get so tired of wishing my life away, but, I wish it was a year from now. I have got to know I WILL feel better by then but, HOPING serenity?, neutrality?, INDIFFERENCE!!!! will come to me BEFORE another year has vaporized.
Let's see if this gives me any reprieve from my morning loneliness and obsessiveness.
PS~I know I have so much more to learn about photography. I have another class scheduled in a month. From there, I hope to start taking many more classes. I have the time! I NEED the diversion!
This did help if only for 15 minutes~
It was 15 minutes well spent!
